Hey, everyone. As the title says, itās been quite awhile since my last video. Or anything. Iāveā¦ been in an extremely dark place, and fighting depression as its jobber for some time. Iām still working on getting to the metaphorical ropes to get to my feet, but Iām starting my come back spot. Iām feeling the desire to get back into the ring and show that this lion still has the heel stuff in him. I have a few of my old sparring partners wanting to wrestle again, and a couple new guys.
The problem? The gains in fitness I worked so hard for, sadly had eroded. Iām back to being a bigger guy. I still wanna wrestler shirtless, or more, so I still hope youāll allow me to find my footing again in wrestling and fitness as I reclaim what I had and then some.
Itās like starting over. But, I want it to be something I can go in with pride, my body image issues be damned. I want to be the big, strong heel you know I can be.
I want to wrestle those who want a heel to squash them. I want to lose to those who are awesome and I want to put over. I want to meet friends Iāve known forever and make new friends.
I hope this message finds you all well. As of now, I donāt know when I can start filming again, but this is my promise that I want to return to the mats. I missed you all.
Bearseanpaul
2026-03-30 15:35I wanna be a jobber you crush!
Acesoncourt
2026-02-10 21:26Shirtless 3 splashes is the best finishing move. Nice to see you're making your comeback. The continue domination over Austin has been great. Hope for more like that/
TBLHockeyGeek
2025-10-18 14:41Hey, you know how I feel about you and how fond I am of you... if you ever need to talk you know where to find me!
nodosopou
2025-10-18 10:19Welcome back! Really sorry to hear you've been going through some hard times. Happy to have you back in whatever capacity you're comfortable with. I've really enjoyed your videos in the past and would be happy to see you back in action again.